我开着车穿过一些美丽而又蜿蜒的公路。我开了两个小时，时不时哭一会，但是其中大部分时候我为自己的接下去的人生感到一种宽慰和期待。
I drove through some beautiful, winding roads. I drove for over two hours, sometimes crying, but mostly feeling a sense of relief and anticipation for the next chapter of my life.
接受她不会再回来这一事实。
Accepted that she is never coming back.
但这并不容易。如果你想缓解你所有的伤痛，你不得不承认这不是一夜之间就能够做到的，这需要一个过程。你在这段关系中投入了大量的时间，所以疗伤过程也需要时间。
But it was not easy. If you want to relieve yourself of all the pain, you have to understand it won't happen overnight. It's a process. You have invested months and years into this relationship, so the cleansing process will take time.
我洗了家里的每件衣服。
I washed every piece of cloth in my house.
在网上大喝鸡汤。
1. I read and watched plenty of inspiring and motivational things on the Internet.
和家人呆在一起。
2. Spend time with my family.
努力成为更好的人。
3. Strive to become a better person.
和长者以及那些比我更富有经验的人聊天。
4. Talked to people who were older and much more experienced than I.
走出自己的舒适区。
5. Moved out of my comfort zone.
我做来一件对于男生来说最老掉牙的事，去健身房大练特练。
I did the most stereotypical thing a guy could do. I went hard in the gym.